A friendly little chat with God

My dear God why did you turn your back on me??
Where did I go wrong to offend you??
What did I do to incur your wrath??
Wasn't I as simple and innocent or as complex and shrewd like most others??
Then why did you bless me with this enlightenment of your darker side??
I never had the hurry to discover the gist of life
Then why was I chosen as the fortunate one??
Why did you give me the privilege of being one of the chosen few??
Why was I endowed with this divine knowledge of the intricate realities of life??
It is because of the sins I committed in my past, previous life, so say some..
Does that mean, all the happy faces that surround me, were pious divine souls once??
Ah! Not long ago, I remember, I was an innocent little kid full of life and enthusiasm
Aren't you guilty of snatching away that innocence, that mirth, that enthusiasm??
Aren’t you guilty of killing that child??
Aren’t you a sinister yourself then??
Now, who’s going to reprimand you for your heinous crime??
Is it going to be the other way round in our next life??
I playing God, making you repay your sins…..